Since the minute I woke up this morning, something didnt feel right. Not to sound melodramatic or anything, but Im telling the truth. Nothing felt the way it shouldve....normal.
Jacob wants me for his debate thing, which I wouldve been oh-so proud, if it werent for the fact that a) he didnt know my name and b) has he even auditioned me yet?. I get this feeling that I'm some sort of last resort, like the guy on the bench that they have to play because the all-star player broke his ankle, or the loser that got the part because the other guy didnt come. Maybe its just me, I dont know.
To be completely frank, I dont believe in any way that school is the place for me to....shine. Seriously, in my personal opinion, anything after high school is just perfect, for me. No holds back, no strings attached, no strict law and order cast breathing down my back, and no pressure. Once again; maybe its just me, I dont know. I'm tired of being treated like a kid, I guess.
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