MARIE the 2nd.

  ....she insisted. seriously. Here you go Marie. "Everyone! bathe yourself in her beauty!"

I've got the speech on my mind, and my mind on the speech. sigh.

We had our first Debate practice today, a run through session with Jacob to learn the tricks of the trade. As informative and eductional it was, I still cant get my head around the sheer amount of pure knowledge the team and I will have to use. It's, beyond me. But, not impossible. 

Animal Entertainment is cruel and it should be banned is our topic for our first round, and we're the Government side of the debate. Which means we have to agree to the title and elaborate our points to support our opinion. It's easier then it sounds. Wish someone told me. BUT, still looking forward to this Debate experience. 

Im confident with the team as well, I've got faith that we'll rock out the first round, and more to come HAHA. (hope so). 

OH, and today was PUP's second general meeting, went well. Izari and I were split up and given each half of the group, we had to choreograph our own dance routines to battle each other. Safe to say mine kicked ass. Proud of myself too, for making Sherily proud with my leadership skills haha. 

Thats all for tonight. Cant even blog right. Too much on my mind concerning for animal rights. 

closure.

Pretty eventful day today. Started off slow and with no pace, till Jacob requested for the debate 'team' for briefing; I emphasize on the word team. Come to think of it, he hasnt really officially announced that we were a team to begin with. But, we're not stupid. hence the position on the school debate team HAHA. 

On a side note: Susila should learn to control her overwhelming sense of humour, before she insults other mental disabilities. 

And, a little advice to those who keep running but cant catch up, dont give up. Just wisen up. 

Grabbed Mario Puzzo's The Godfather Part 2 from my shelf and started watching. could be the dumbest move ive made all week. sigh. cant stop watching. 

Just-ease

This is from the french religious techno duo thats been conquering the airwaves. About a year old now, felt like sharing the video with you guys. It will TECHNO-rock your world. Pay close attention to the logo on the jackets(hint: Justice's emblem).

"putting on the ritz.."

Hmm, I guess, the one blog-material(yes, I have blog-material rating. it saves time.), that trumps the others the past weekend would have to be me, finding a treasure chest in the form of a ten year old cardboard box, filled to the brim with the parent's old vinyl records....FROM THE 80's. 

Decided to rummage through the old boxes in the store room, and found the time-machine. Took it upon myself to check it out, and it was awesome. Ive always been an avid 80's listener, my parents know it, my brothers know it, my friends know it, heck, my most used wish is; "I wish I was born in the 80's". Music just seemed so much simpler and attractive back then. 

Made my day in the end, I found M.Jackson's Thriller and Smooth album and nonetheless; Rah Band's Clouds Across The Moon. 

Now all I need is a record-player and I'm set..

caddyshack.

"I have to laugh, because Ive outsmarted even myself." 

I watched Caddyshack for the first time in donkeys years! and remembered again why it used to be my favourite. 

Memories. Hilarious ones, at that. 

Chevy Chase is hysterical with his straight-forward insults; "Thank you very little". But, nothing even comes close to Bill Murray's fish-hook lip; he made me laugh out loud, very loud. home alone. 

Personal note: Will get Caddyshack into my dvd collection by the end of next month. Actually, thats pretty ambitious, make it the year. 

4-0

358 days before, he left the pitch at St.Andrews with a fractured leg and dislocated ankle. He came back with two consecutive goals. God damn, I love you Eduardo. 

So there I was, just finished with Perdagangan and Ekons and decided to watch some tv. Nothing was on, and as usual, I click to the sports. Arsenal's game was on, I missed it live yesterday, didnt think it wouldve made any difference, with the quality of CRAPPY football we've been playing. As much as I'd hate to say it, but; I fucking lost hope with Arsenal HAHA. Seriously, ever since Eduardo got injured for a year, the injury list started to pile-up! We had no chance. Who am I kidding? We still dont. 

BUT, watching Number 9 head the ball into the net against Cardiff was...a great feeling :]. It was a long time coming. Definitely. Welcome back, Eduardo. We missed you. 

"you dont stop, you dont hide. you run.."

WOAH. 

"mood swings?!"

WOHOOO! today was nice. it really was. 

                  

                                     Mickey Rourke's new role; The Wrestler. I.MUST.SEE.

"...its for the boyfriends that forgot!"

man, hartamas during valentine night is god damn depressing. for us single folk. They really jab it in there, and twist it. hard. 

Had a good day though. 

"I'd take jason's machete..."

"...over tomorow, anyday." 

Since the minute I woke up this morning, something didnt feel right. Not to sound melodramatic or anything, but Im telling the truth. Nothing felt the way it shouldve....normal. 

Jacob wants me for his debate thing, which I wouldve been oh-so proud, if it werent for the fact that a) he didnt know my name and b) has he even auditioned me yet?. I get this feeling that I'm some sort of last resort, like the guy on the bench that they have to play because the all-star player broke his ankle, or the loser that got the part because the other guy didnt come. Maybe its just me, I dont know. 

To be completely frank, I dont believe in any way that school is the place for me to....shine. Seriously, in my personal opinion, anything after high school is just perfect, for me. No holds back, no strings attached, no strict law and order cast breathing down my back, and no pressure. Once again; maybe its just me, I dont know. I'm tired of being treated like a kid, I guess. 

 

cross country...and alleys, and checkpoints, and early start etc

what is the world coming to, when people would actually cheat in a high school cross country!? I mean, what the hell?. Why go through all the trouble?... 

My plan to take it easy and walk through the race was a complete and utter failure. Muiz got me running from the get-go. What can I say? He knows how to push my buttons HAHA. So, left zarul and fit' in our dust, whilst we are dealing with othe people's dust. Tried our best to get a number, zooming past everyone, but then our lungs kept failing us. Sweating and wheezing our slow butts off. In the end, I came with a revelation; "Muiz, why dont we brisk-walk?". It answered all our prayers. But, a little too late, since we were already a few brisk steps from the gate. sigh. Oh well, we had fun. 

"Who's watching the Watchmen?"

I decided to mentally recap everything that goes down in Watchmen, and realised that there are tons of scenes I cant wait to see on the big-screen. From Dr. Manhattan's 'crystal palace' on Mars, to Rorschach  blow-torching the cops. Yeah, some random shit. 

Here's the new trailer to please you, guys. Who am I kidding? Its to please me.  Enjoy

cointreau

...I love that single, european beverage word. 

 

"Fanboys"

breaking the ice,

Had fun at PUP's ice-breaking meeting yesterday, and Im pretty sure the feeling's mutual. Pn.Sherily did a great job with the activities, it really bonded the new members with the old. 

I have to say, this year is going to kick ass. Cant wait to see the end product. 

Here's to PUP09...

"You complete me.."

BUAHAHA! I couldnt resist with the blog headline, a jerry macguire quote was needed. 

Its going to be an eventful day tomorow. Icebreaking for Unit Persembahan, meeting new members, get to know current members etc. Sherily has her ideas, Im prepared for anything. First meeting as Vice-President, going to have to impress some people and make 'em proud, I guess. 

Also, IRSYAD is coming down to visit. Hang around with us spontaneous folk. Become PUP once again. He's going to kick some ass, I can tell. 

"We were goodfellas'.."

Ok. Hold up. Nobody move. I think its just me, but...I think everything's getting back on track? 

Today was like, a wake-up call, in a way. I mean, lately, Ive been constanly and dreadfully down in the dumps, due to many causes, and I thought it was going to be that way till end of the year!...

I thought wrong. Today went almost perfect for me. No side-tracking, no faults, no that-weird-feeling-in-myself-as-a-whole. Everything went my way today, which is alot to ask for. Even felt this little tingle in my stomach during Perdagangan today, its called, pride?. Pek Ngoh kept coming with questions, I kept coming back with answers, throughout the two periods!.  I know I sound uber pathetic right now, but I dont give a damn. For the first time in years, the system works! I just had to adjust myself to the system.  

Going to end my day with Perdagangan and Science, work-out and hit the hay. 

This is a beginning of a new age......for me, that is. 

"I get this writer's block..."

"...it comes as quite a shock. Now Im stuck between a hard place and the biggest rock." 

Nothing but a little Just Jack. His music brings me back. It brings me back to the days when Id wake up 6 oclock in the early morning, and do my paper rounds in the pitch black, freezing weather. To the days when Id dress up for school, 7 oclock in the morning, whilst watching BBC News on the tele'. To the days when Id catch the number 3A bus to the Promenade, at the bus stop near Sainsburys. To the days Id meet my friends in the wood-technology room and have a good laugh. To the days that I miss. 

Sigh. Those were good days.  

To those back in uk, I miss you, guys. 

"Third time's a charm.."

Second day of sick leave. Im not proud of it, but it does help though. 

My blog entries have been mostly related to movie hype, Im just in the mood for some anticipation, I guess. Im not saying Im done bytheway, there's still many more to blog about, yes, siree. No doubt. 

Which makes me begin to love this year even more. The quality and sheer size of the movies we'll be getting this time will be above and beyond, literally in most cases. 

So, watch out this year. It'll be fun. 

"James T. Kirk"

"One shall stand, and one shall fall"

 This is the movie that will be playing during my funeral.

"Sir, he's an orthodontist!"

After all that talk about guilt over last Week Of Shame , I ended up not going into school today. I got sick. 

Woke up, and Nazren was in my lounge, playing my 360. He went to his uni, and found out it was a federal territorial holiday HAHA. So, after realising what a dumbass(he's our dumbass) he is, he decided to drop by and have bfast with us. And the bfast was ridonkulous HAHA, seriously, the guy is a comedian and he doesnt even know it. Ironically, after a session of roti and laughter, I was fine. Im guessing its the whole 'laughter is the best medicine' concept, I dont know. 

BUT, at the end of the day, I picked up Perdagangan and started studying. Didnt want to end the night on a sour note(studying), so I played H&K:Escape From Guantanamo Bay on the dvd player, and it made me laugh. again. 

Insane in the membrane

CNY holidays are over, and school begins tomorow. Can I just say, that this whole one week, felt like an eternity. no joke. It took forever for me to get from tuesday to thursday, but in the end, it kind of worked to my advantage. I needed this week. Recharge the good 'ol brain, and get ready for a long run of strenuous work-out, mentally.  

Ive got this gut feeling that Ive let myself down, after all the time I spent pushing myself to the desk for the first couple of weeks, and taking a 'break'....a long one, just because I was 'sick'. sigh, I think I can stop lying to myself and clerify that I was mentally fit to do Maths after the second sick-day haha. I guess, deep down inside, I really needed that break. 

Nonetheless, here's a picture-analogy of how I feel about myself right now; Godzilla is Moi, and my hardwork and past efforts is the building on fire that I'm torching. 

Gnight.