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First official weekday of the holidays, and things are not looking so good.

I'm swinging back and forth from my room and my brother's room. Studying and then having the sudden urge to pop in for a visit, really really random. They're getting pissed off actually.

The thing is, I have nothing else to do!. sigh. It's either I'm prohibited from the certain something, or the certain something isnt even there, in which case I compensate by randomly coming into my little brother's room and watch him play Runescape. I know I know. He's getting weirded out by it, but I have no choice. I cant sit down and study for hours on end, it's just not the way I do it.

On a very happy side-note; Sofia's fine now :).

i'm worried. i'm scared. i'm sleepless. i'm hoping.

..dont scare me like this, kay sunshine?.

reminiscing

I havent been getting my sunshine these past few days :(

holy..

..ok, there is no cause for alarm, people. Everyone stay calm.

I know there are bigger and more demanding threats that come with the new pandemic; H1N1. BUT, I just realised something.....how're we gonna go for the ramadhan bazaar's?????.

Self-explanatory

The beginning of the end is a few days away. I'm talking about Trials.

This friday will mean that the excruciating process of mind-numbing stress and pressure is well on it's way. hoorah. sigh

BUT, I'm taking this head-on. No whinging, no complaining, and I need to stop sigh-ing.

I believe that with a positive attitude, I'll get into the perfect mindset for this fucking ordeal. Mind the language, SPM brings the worst out of me.

So, perfect mindset means the want to study. When I have the want to study, I'll get the good grades.

......if only it were that simple.