I havent been getting my sunshine these past few days :(

holy..

..ok, there is no cause for alarm, people. Everyone stay calm.

I know there are bigger and more demanding threats that come with the new pandemic; H1N1. BUT, I just realised something.....how're we gonna go for the ramadhan bazaar's?????.

Self-explanatory

The beginning of the end is a few days away. I'm talking about Trials.

This friday will mean that the excruciating process of mind-numbing stress and pressure is well on it's way. hoorah. sigh

BUT, I'm taking this head-on. No whinging, no complaining, and I need to stop sigh-ing.

I believe that with a positive attitude, I'll get into the perfect mindset for this fucking ordeal. Mind the language, SPM brings the worst out of me.

So, perfect mindset means the want to study. When I have the want to study, I'll get the good grades.

......if only it were that simple.

"What's It Accelerate?"

I'm going to keep this short and simple.

I never saw it coming.

This movie is uh-mazing. Definitely triumphed in the unofficial Blockbuster Battle Royale of '09 haha. Oh, and it's got the best cinematic entrance of a single character ever since Edward Cullen. SNAKE EYES, *drools*.

Michal Macku

I just realised I didnt mention his name in all the boasting haha.

Michal Macku, everyone.

strange, I like it strange.

He's the Czech Republican who's been trying to break the mould since 1978. He's also my new favourite photographer. Step aside Doisneau.

"5...4...3...2...1"

Time is of the essence.

We're slowly but surely on our way towards the acronym that we have been dreading for the past 5 years. It's inevitable now, there is no escaping it. It's not like there was a way to elude it in the first place, but the thought of it being so close that you can smell the 2b lead on the A4 official exam paper, really brings it home, in a sense that; "Woah, it's here..".

We have all, hopefully, learned to cope with this impending doom that might as well be called 'Judgement Day'. We strive to achieve the level of hardwork that fulfills our parents, our teachers, our friends, and mostly, ourselves. In the long run, the effort, whether it be substantial, will eventually get paid off, in a more then rewarding way. We cant be selfish with this opportunity; if we wont do it for our own sake and benefit, then do it for the people that love and care for you, they only wish to see you happy and content with life.

I know, that the months building up to it will be harsh and filled with sleepless nights, with your only company being monotonous textbooks and your trusty reading lamp, and the much-awaited month itself, from day one till god knows, will undoubtedly be an arduous task, indefinitely.

But, like I mentioned earlier; all your sweat, blood and tears will not be in vain.

Also, look forward to the times ahead, times beyond the three letters. Yes, time will still exist after our ordeal.

Just imagine; total and utter freedom. The clean and free conscience that you once lost, you'll find again.

We're not the only one's who go through this.